The Last Sunday of 2025

Woman pictured smoking...My current mood

It's the last Sunday of 2025. This year has gone by fast as fuck! It seems like only yesterday I was bringing in the new year right after breaking my phone! The journey from January 2025 to December 2025 has been quick, fast, and in a hurry! Could it be that the events of 2025 had us in such a state that we forsook the essence of time?

I'm not sure what happened with 2025, but such is life! No one could fully be prepared for the chaos, grief, and oppression that would come with this year. No One could prepare for the opportunities and silver linings of 2025. While I lost loved ones, experienced transitions, and grief, I've had some shining moments.

While I've spent time mourning, I got to spend time with those I love. I got to see some of my favorite musical artists. The Giftst that made 2025 easier to bear were the visits with my best-friend twice this year and having a loving supporting partner.

For me personally, 2025 sucked ass, but had some highlighting moments. I'm sure I'm going to look back and re-evaluate. Maybe this year is just one of those years of severe agony and inconvenience. I learned valuable lessons and ways to avoid disaster. However I understand that disaster can't always be avoided. We have to do all that we can to survive and move forward.

Surviving and moving forward is a difficult task, but must and can be done. I am still in recovery from some of the toughest battles I've had to face. While in recovery from the previous battle I've had to fight new battles, but it's just another day in the hood. Thankfully recovering has brought rediscovery.

This year brought a closer love with me and music. The time I spent in Christianity did a number on me and made me really fucking hate music. However, I have musical plans for 2026. Apart from music, I've rekindled my social media and blogging career. I'm not sure where it will take me, but I am approaching everything differently.

Blogging was one of my favorite past times when I had Musique's Poetry. Although I had to end my blogging career due to life, I remained active on social media and in adult content as much as possible. This has been a positive and necessary outlet for me.

While I love making sexual content, I do it for fun and not necessarily as a business. Although I am not a popular entertainer, I still put my best foot forward. You never know what opportunities arise. I used to afraid of doing porn in my full confidence, but I no longer have that fear. I decided in 2021, that it was necessary for me to do me and forget about religion and others' witless judgement. God and I had a battle of the wits an let's say my critical thinking prevailed.

I am no longer religious and my mind has been decolonized. Saturdays and Sundays aren't the same for me. I am no longer tied up and running behind a narcisstic, bitch ass, insecure pastor. I no longer submit myself to the musical and spiritual prostitution of the "Church" of the Lord Jesus Christ. I no longer have a Diary of a Church Girl. That cursed book has been destroyed a long time ago. I am free to be me.

With my new liberty I'm able to express myself musically, sexually, and socially in a better way. This is why I created this blog, to show all sides of me. I'm not concerned with being mainstream. That would be nice, but life happens that way it happens. How was your 2025 and what do you have planned for 2026?